Boring Thoughts

I’m in the middle of designing some new stuff here
which I hope you will like, as I know I will.

Had a pretty boring few days
Had alot to think about recently,
stuff to do with my present and future and
things I need to change in my life
which will effect certain people.
but as for now,
until I sort things out there is Nothing to report just yet.

Interview

Ok I'm adding loads of new things here.

It will take a while as I'm also working
on a new design for Para-United.

Had the Interview at RiverIsland
My gawd...I was the only one who was dressed smartly
everyone else there was in t-shirts and dirty jeans, trainers
while I was in a clean shirt, smart jeans, Polished Boots.
and looked damn good...lol

but anyway, I dont know about this one.
If they offer me it, then thats ok, but It's not an excellent job
just something to do for some money.

woohoo

WooHoo !!!

Just got a phone call from my Agency
I've passed the first stage of the Interview process with Silverlink Trains
They were so bloody impressed I was just told (well except the bloody part)
The Interview is gonna be held in London on the 2nd of October.

Quote of the Day:

"Never take life to seriously
You will never get out Alive"

Bugs Bunny

Fucking Rain

Well last night was a bitch
We had a freak rain storm here in MK
and when I got home from Sainsburys
I found my front door unlocked and
Steve (the Jebus Lover) outside waiting for me
turns out that the fire brigade had been in my flat
due to water pouring down the ceiling of steve's flat
he thought I had left a tap running or something.
anyway,
my living room carpet by the balcony door was soaking wet
and part of the carpet in my bedroom was soaked as well
turns out that freak rain storm had filled up the balcony with water
and just sweeped thru the cracks of the door soaking my carpet
and pouring down into the floorboards and into Steve's flat downstairs.
just a bit of a fucking bitch cleaning up last night and this morning.
the council repair man came out last night, but there was nothing he could do.
an act of god he said.....fuck that...
I bet you anything it was Steve asking Jebus to teach me a lesson....LMAO

Interviews and Paranormal Shindigs

What a week and a bit I've had recently.

The Paranormal Evening on the 13th was was really good
not alot of people turned up,
and I was really worried about that at first
but It turned out all right.
We all had a good time.
and I met Suzy for the first time
which was cool all on its own...lol

Sunday thru to Wednesday was just too damn quiet for me.
spent the time cleaning my flat, Watching TV,
Writing some stuff for my book, and just chilling at home.

Thursday, I went to sign on, and to apply for loads more jobs
Met up with Heena and we went back to my place for a chat and a chill session.
she gave me some advice which I really needed at the time
Thanx Hun ((Hugs))

Friday was really good for me.
Had my Interview with Silverlink Trains
for Trainee Conductor (£17.6 K p/a)
which the wages was fucking excellent anyway
Well the interview was TWO bloody hours long
filling in forms, having chats with the managers,
and then the Interview itself,
was a question and answer session and some roleplaying.
I think I have passed the first stage of the Interview,
But I just got to hear back from the agency that sent me there.
If I have passed the first stage, Then the second part will be -
Another assesement, Full Medical, Psyche Tests,
Alcoal and Drugs testing (Fuck Me!!)
Better stay off the weed for a while then...Just in case...lol

Met up with Heena afterwards and we went back to mine
for a chat.

And as for Saturday....

Well for starters, I had two chocies to make
Go to a GHUK Investigation or Work.
I got asked to do a shift at the florists on Thursday
and I really needed the money,
seeing that I had run out of food and was bloody skint.
so I chose to work instead, which I was glad anyway
as there will be some extra shifts coming up soon.

Anyway, had a good day at work, It felt like that I had never left.

Met up with Suzy and her brother Daniel after work.
and we had a few drinks at weatherspoons
before going to the cinema to watch UnderWorld!!!
Fucking Fantastic Film
very dark and sexy movie,
the vamps were fangtastic and the Were's were Excellent.
The ending does lead to a possible second movie
and Kate Beckinsale in tight black PVC leather with Guns....WOOF !!!

I can die happy now....lmao

anyway, had a bloody good night and a good chat with Suzy
Hopefully I will be seeing her this week
before she goes back to Italy next monday.

Off for a drink later this afternoon, and tonight who knows?

This Wednesday I have another Interview,
this time with River Island Warehouse.
Hopefully I get a job soon.

so fingers crossed that I get something soon.
so I can afford to move house again.

Quote of the Day:

Th, Th, Th, That's all folks !

Porky Pig

Chilling

Hmmmm It's fucking Raining...
and I've got my washing out on the Line.
Bloody typical...

Went to a book fair yesterday
and bought some stuff for Liam
hopefully he has not got them...lol

Just chilled up the shopping center for most of
the day yesterday with Heena.
Had a chat with Michelle, Debbie, Claire, Martin and Ford.

felt so bloody tired when I got back home with Heena
That I just relaxed on the sofa and had a smoke or two.

Last night, Suzy texted me for a bit,
which I was glad about as
I was really bored and needed cheering up
but I ran out of credit half way thru the
evening until this morning...
Bugger it...Oh well...
Hope she thought that I was not Ignoring her.

Earned £10 this morning for one hours worth of work....lol
nothing that I wanted to do ever again.
Steve (my drunken born again christian pill popping nutter)
wanted me to look after this woman that is staying
in his flat, while he goes up to the doctors.
you see this "Lady" is also a junkie,
and she has been up all night high as a fucking kite.
even the police was over their flat last night while I was texting Suzy
So he offered me a tenner to keep an eye on her
in case she does anything wild.
lucky for me, she passed out in the living room
until Steve got back.
Easy £10 for me, that I will never do again.
Christ....I really should stop being nice to people.

My friend (Suzy) is travelling back to good ol Uk this afternoon
Hope she has a good flight and a safe journey.

Will post more on Saturday.

Quote of the Day:

All those who believe in psychokinesis raise my hand.

Stephen Wright

Fucking Bollocks

Just found out that my Archiving was not working,
and I have lost alot of my posts from last year
and most of this year.
fucking shit, pissed off now...Goddamnit

Thanks Suzy for telling me.
I will let you know what I got up to during those months
when I see you at the weekend.

Ok...rant over....

Monday, I just stayed on the net,
and then went home
and did the boring things like watching TV
and cooking/cleaning, etc

Yesterday was a better day....
Got up really early (7am)
as the gasman was supoosed
to come round first thing in the morning
and seeing that when they arrived last time at 8am
I thought I better get up early...lol

Anywhoo, They did not turn up until 11am
Typical...could have stayed in bed for a while longer
they finally sorted out my bolier,
and hopefully it works now.

Got a brillent letter from Suzy
This lady who replied to my penpal advert in SFX magazine
Is she mad??? lmao
got alot in common,
cant wait until I meet her on Saturday.

Heena came over around 1pm ish
and she showed me loads of photos
when she went to India.
and we talked about Psychic abilities and Spirits

Mel rang me up, I do really miss her and Liam
Hope to see them both before the year is out.

Got loads of phone calls from all the jobs I applied for
Need to go to one of the agencys Tmrw
Hopefully get a warehouse job
Yeh I know, its not excellent,
But I need the money at the moment,
and it will do for me until I get a better job.

Heena left my house around 8pm
and I got a phone call from Suzy
ringing me from Italy (where she works)
Which was cool as I got to hear her voice for the first time
Got good vibes from this lady, Nothing bad at all.

hahaha...
she told me that she is going to read up on
everything about me from this site
poor lass,
she might get scared off now...lmao

Had troubles this morning updating this site
I think blogger is having there own update of the server or something

Going to meet Heena later this afternoon.
Hope she's alright, as I do worry about that Girl.

All Good Things...

Well All good things come to an end...
And well...It was not bloody good anyway...lol
Lost my job Friday evening
after the most shitty day I have ever had.

Friday was my first day back at work
and It turned out that I would be working on my own
all day with no help at all.
I was told that I would be paid
cash in hand at the end of my shift

I had no money for lunch as I was skint
after my Holiday
so I took £5.00 from the till for my lunch
and left a note in the till explaining on what I did.
seeing that I was getting paid at the end of the night
I thought it would be alright,
as Debs could take it out of my wages

Anywhoo,
end of the shift, Debs came over to take over
so I could go home.
I asked for my wages, and she said NO
I will get paid either the next day
or the following monday.
which I was pissed off about
as I had no money or food in the flat.
I explained what I did to get some lunch
and she seemed allright about it.

Little did I know,
that she was plotting my down fall

Later on in the evening,
Heena and Usher came back to my flat,
They bought me some bread and beer to cheer me up
((HUGS to you both))
and I got a phone call,
from Jon who is Deb's husband and partner in the business
he was not too pleased about what I did,
and Debs had told him to sack me
as I acted unprofessional....
which was total bullshit...
my fucks sake, for once in my life,
I was bloody honest in my job, and I got sacked for it...lol

But the thing was, I did not steal anything
as It was (part of) my wages that I took.

Pretty pissed off about it,
so I just said that I would come in the next day to
pick up the remaining money that I was owed.

Anyway, Saturday came
and I went to see Debbie (Just Flowers)
and had a chat with her about it
and she agreed with what i did was right
and I did nothing wrong.

but some people never know how to treat there staff
and at the end of the day,
Its them who are the losers
they needed me to work there fulltime,
as they could not be at the stall all the time
and they needed me to go to the trade fairs
but big fucking HA!!!
serves them right,
now they are up shit creek with out a paddle.

applied for loads of bloody jobs on saturday afternoon
with Heena, who was looking for work as well
heck,
I have even filled in an application for the Police Force!!!
Im not so sure about that,
maybe something in an office/technical side of the Police
instead of footpatrol...who knows...maybe....

stayed at home yesterday
and caught up on all my television that
I have missed over the last two weeks.

Cant wait until next weekend, Really looking forward to it
should be a spiffy night, and I hope it will be a success.

Here goes....

Wow...Its been a while...

Here goes....

A Long Time Ago...In A Galaxy Far Far Away....

Travelled up to Lincoln on Tuesday last week.
The journey was pretty shit and very long,
Did not get into Lincoln until around 7.20pm

I had totally forgotten what Lincoln was like
some of the sights were nice,
Like the old buildings and such,
but basically its your typical boring city

Melanie and Liam met me at the bus station
she had changed alot in apperance (it was a good thing)
and Liam had gotten taller and more tanned
I tell you know, If you had a photo of me as a 9yr old kid
and placed it next to Liam, you would think it was him.
He so looks like me that It's scary...lol

Tuesday night, I just rested and drank some beer
had a chat with Mel, and Liam was showing off to me.
I love that kid...lol

Wednesday, we went into town and I checked out some of the
Goth and Pagan shops.
MY GAWD...Im in so much love with the shops...Hahaha
I had so many Ideas for the business
that Im starting up with Sarah next year
I want to do it now....lol

Gave out a few leaflets for GHUK to the shops,
got alot of good response from it.

Liam dragged me around Toys 'R' Us,
to show me what Toys he liked to have...lol
Ahhhh...bless him....If I had Millions, I would spend it on him :-)

Wednesday night was Interesting,
in the way of me being scared shitless by my sister.

I wont go into detail here,
because,
something like this,
only my friends and the person in question knows what went down.
All I will say is that, Melanie, I do love you,
and I will always be here for you, no matter what.
but Don't you ever do that again, as you really did hurt me.
You need to read your email that I will send you soon.

Thursday, I stayed at home as
I was drained of energy and could not do anything.
So all I did was play with Liam, watch loads of cartoons,
read my book, and helped build some lego robots with Liam.
which was cool...lol

Friday, I went back into town.
checked out the shops at the steep hill
now this place is old..as in really old
and full of energy...
that it made it hard for me to keep my balance at times.
Went into one crystal shop/tea room (go figue)
and I bought a few prezzies for some people
and I got talking to the owner their about our group,
and I handed him our leaflet.
he asked me to go downstairs, to the stone celler,
as there had been activity down there.
which I did,
and Melanie and Liam came down with me to see what they can see.
in fact, the celler was a cold spot,
could not pick anything up,
but the tea room was another matter
there was a bloke sitting there smiling at us as we walked passed
no one else saw him except me...
which was interesting as Im getting quite good at this.

I had a chat with Melanie about Wednesday night's events
and she said she was sorry.
I just hope for her sake that she can sort this out,
as I dont really want to lose her.
had enough of my family leaving me, dont want it happening again...lol

Saturday, We travelled all the way up to Withernsea...My home town...
Gee that was a good day...lol
it was pissing down with rain, cloudy and just a shitty day
I took Mum's ashes to the beach,
and I dug a small hole in the sand, near the tide.
and Mel and I sprinkled the ashes into it, and said our goodbyes
and I felt such warmth and happiness engulfing me
that I almost cryed.
It was so beautiful, Mum is at peace now.

We did not want to stay in Withernsea,
mostly due to the fact,
that I did not want to see the rest of the family that lives there
Melanie gets on with them, heck she loves them.
but me, they never treated me like family, even at the funerial,
they never spoke to me much or bothered with me
and that really hurt,
all I wanted that day was to be close to people,
to feel love from my so called family,
as I was the one who had to deal with everything.
I was the one who was there when
both my parents were ill and had to look after them.
I was the one who watched my Mum and Dad
die in front of me, watching their life ebb away.
I was the one who had to deal with the
funerial arrangements when I was out of work.
and the rest of the family who turned up at
the funerial could not give a fucking shit about me
how I was feeling and if I was going to be alright...well Fuck them all
who needs aunts, uncles, cousins.
I have my own family now, and Im happy now!!!

Fuck me....that was a bloody good rant...feel all better now...Lmao

anywhoo...back to my week...

The rest of saturday and sunday,
I just chilled at home, watching TV and reading my book

Monday I went into the village and had another spooky event happen.
which freaked me out alot.
Just chilled most of that day as well.

The holiday was good, except two events that happend,
I had a good time
the meals I had to eat was bloody excellent,
and I have missed Melanie, Liam, and Martin.

Tuesday, I travelled back to jolly MK
The journey back was alright,
except that I had to sit next to a smelly asian bloke
lol
Sarah, picked me up from the coach station, total darling for doing that for me.
Martin and Sarah had been keeping an eye on my flat while I was away,
which I was glad about.
after dropping my suitcase off at my place and reading my mail.
I went over to there house until midnight.
just chatting and drinking, and had a luch meal as well.
christ I had missed them, Its good to have friends like these two.

Wednesday, I met up with Heena, and spent time with her
she had missed me as well.
gave Rebecca her prezzie, which she loved.
had a chat with Debbie at Just Flowers
walked over to Eaglestone, to go over to Sarah and Martin's house
as I needed some advice on what happend last week.
Had a chat with our group medium, and I increased my one of my abilities
I even amazed Sarah and Alison on what I could do.
yeh I know, I'm the best...lol
go...ego boost over...for now...lol

Today, Im off out tonight, and I need to hand out more leaflets for GHUK.

Laters