Past Tense

Just been reading some old posts from last year, It was an interesting read
I can see how much hurt and anger I had inside of me at the time
losing just about everything in my life at that point and feeling so lost and helpless
that I even thought about ending my life at that stage.
Im just glad that I dont feel like that anymore and I have stuff to live for and to achieve.
yeh, ok, I do get depressed at times and think about Death..alot...but...everyone does...right?
and in my line of work...thinking about Death and Ghosts is a natural thing for me.