Shitty Time

Wow....I'm surprised that I even made it to the internet cafe today
I have had a fucking shit weekend,
been bloody sick and stuck in bed/or on sofa for the whole time.
plus when I got back from the overnight Investigation
I had another nose bleed, but this time, it was gushing with blood.
Like the time I was in hospital for that operation.
Felt like death's bitch....need to get better soon...goddamnit.

well apart from feeling like shit..what else have I been up to?

Worked a few shifts at the florists last week, which Im still enjoying.
Just wish that they would give me a full time contract and some training.
but, maybe it's better that I dont, and maybe find a better paying job.

Still having troubles with this flat.
One wish I do have is to move away from this place and get a decent flat/house next year.
either in MK or elsewhere.
but knowing me, seeing that I have all my friends here, I will be staying put.

feel a bit lightheaded at the mo....but I think I will be alright.

The overnight Investigation was alright.
not alot of activity, but alot of photos was taken.
Started to feel like shit half way thru the evening,
which the mediums picked up on, but I did not want to tell anyone else.
so I just kept quite all night, got to admit,
I was pretty useless that night, needed my Mojo back again.
I don't know if I should go to the doctors or not.
I hate the doctors, but ....fuck it...I get better on my own.

Doing a few shifts this week, which should help me pay the bills.

I will update more later...need a hot drink.