MY 38TH BIRTHDAY!!!

It's my Birthday and woohoo!
I don't really enjoy my birthday as I don't have much to celebrate and I'm mostly depressed all the time.
Last year I spent my birthday in Hospital which I hated and I thought things would be different now
but It is the same, I am in so much pain at the moment with my feet that it is making me cry and shout out in pain.
I have cried so much this week in pain and I am so fed up.
The best birthday I have had was my 30th which Candy whisked me off to Whitby for a mini caravan break.
I really enjoyed myself then, I was not in pain nor was I ill with my legs, etc.
Candy is trying her best to make me happy and I really do love her.
I got quite a few birthday messages from friends on Facebook.