HAPPY NEW YEAR !!!!

Ok, I know that was bloody late but what the heck,
I've been bloody busy with work, and going out with friends.
What a wild time I've had in the last few weeks:

Had an excellent Xmas dinner/night out with Debbie and Rebecca from Just Flowers on the 18th Dec,
damn good night. the meal was really good,
the only let down was when we went to the bar downstairs,
it was pretty dead, and the band was shite, but apart from that, had a very good time.

the 20th of Dec, while I was working at the florists, eating my cheese sandwich lunch, I broke my bloody tooth
I was in fucking pain big time, Been on really strong painkillers ever since,
and I have my appointment with the dentist's next week (15th Jan)

Candy texted me for the last time (so far) on the 23rd Dec,
Don't know what went wrong, as the texts were really promising and good for the future...
Who knows....texted and rang her loads over the weeks, but I have had no reply back.
oh well..... :-(

Got THE BEST Xmas present ever on Xmas eve, Debbie (boss at Just Flowers)
got me a huge box full of food and drink, whisky, beer, biscuits, etc
Love her to bits, she is so bloody cool
Rebecca got me a Buffy CD which was excellent....Two very cool friends ;-)

My Christmas was very quiet and a bit boring,
did not have a decent meal, as I had not enough money to splash out on food as such, so I just had the basics.
watched TV and read my book that I had bought myself.
Carl rang me up to have a chat about stuff,
mostly about James and what a fucking arse he has been towards me and everyone else he meets....
His day of reckoning is coming soon...Mark my words...He is going down !!!

Heena came over for a few hours on the Saturday after Xmas (27th)
we had a very long chat about stuff, catching up on the gossip as we have not seen each other in a while,
she's got herself a new boyfriend now, who seems really nice.
best thing was, that we smoked a spliff together, so that got rid of some of the pain from my tooth.

Vicki rang me up on the 29th Dec, to tell me off for not staying in touch in the last month,
which was a laugh as she could have easily been in contact with me if she wanted to.
Anyway, she's coming down next month sometime.
she might be moving to Spain this year or next, best of luck if she does.
as I will miss her, even if we don't see each other that much, she is still one of my oldest friends.

Got made part time at Natural World, which I'm glad,
as I can work at both Just Flowers and Natural World, plus look for some agency work as well.
So all in all, its worked out pretty good for me.

Met the elder witches of MK on the 31st Dec - Dot and Reg, very creepy in a way witches,
they have asked me to join their coven, but after a chat with Melanie and listening to my own spirit,
I have declined their offer.
as it would not suit me to be part of their "coven/cult"

finally got paid my wages on new years eve, im rich im rich !!!!
bought loads of food, booze, books, comics, and DVD's...LOL
shite...im poor im poor...hahaha
nah, im not, still got loads of money,
but it was a good feeling to have some money at last, its been a while.

had a very good and relaxing new years day, just chilled really,
popped into work for a chat with my friends, did loads of shopping and just chilled.

finally got to meet up with SUZY & DANIEL
HIYA SUZY !!! Told ya I would mention you both.
had a good drinking session and a chat with them both,
have not seen suzy since August last year when she was on leave,
and I wont see her again until May sometime...Bugger....Oh well....Threes always the internet ..LOL

bumped into two old friends of mine last week, Kingsley Pilgrim and Claire Yeend
have not seen these two in years....
Both are doing really well with themselves, and Kingsley is famous !!!!

Donna, gave me her computer, printer, monitor, keyboard, computer desk and chair the other day,
she went all the way to southseas to fetch it for me,
what a total darling, cheers Hun.

went bowling on Wednesday night, it was a damn good night,
had a few shitty moments cuz of a couple of staff members,
but it was a good night in the end, and I got five strikes in a row...
Damn I was good...yeh ok...I was still beaten by Ben, a 9 yr old kid, but still....FIVE STRIKES !!! hahahaha

been thinking about last year alot,
Last year has been such a whirlwind of emotions, both good and bad.
I have changed alot over the last 12 months,
from being depressed and suicidal to being strong and confident again,
with hope in my heart and a sparkle in my spirit.
I have lost and gained loads of friends, both old and new.
all of them have helped me on my path that I am on now,
even if they did not know that they were helping, they did.
I have grown in my abilities as a psychic and as a witch,
I have resealed my ties again with Melanie, gotten closer to her and I have two wonderful jobs that I love.
I am bloody glad, that I did not end it all, that my attempts at suicide failed, as it is not my time to go yet
when I do go and pass over to spirit,
I'm going out in a blaze of glory, taking all my enemies out with me in one final huge ass bomb.....hahahaha
lets just hope that 2004, this year will bring more happiness and more success for me,
and maybe hopefully some love, as I need the tlc of a good woman...LOL